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Im 20 years old educated,very good looking, charming, athletic, depression I feel sad and in touch with what life is. Its crazy to think we live something ed life . Yet, Horny women seeking men Yankeetown Florida we are living it and are part of the game and have no idea of the purpose Why is it that i feel there has to be a purpose? The universe and all this shit it's some crazy shit to think all this is an accident The blunt and lucid truth is eating me Its such an interesting topic and very important to me. It feels as if everything doesn't come close to the search for the truth. What is interesting is the ones that are in the delusion and except life are those that ardent aware and seem to be the happiest I have a harsh realistic philosophy. I enjoy it too. I am a atheist, and do not believe in any "super natural power" such as a "God." I know that science has its laws and that we were created by some chemical process. Humans contribute nothing, nor is there anything to contribute too. The universe shouldn't even be here, it does not make any sense. But besides that impossible debate, humans and life itself of all kinds are pointless. We study life and everything, for what? We are born then we die, it is a continuous cycle. So whatever you do in life, it does not matter. Sure it benefit other humans, but they are going to die too. Who says murder is wrong? There is nothing wrong with it, though society and the human survival technique of fear has led to morals against it. We are simply organisms, just more complex than that roach you killed. Why don't we just go and party and enjoy ourselves while we are here? why do that? since we all die and our experiences do not matter since they were just a mental feeling and etc basiy, life is pointless. Though I admit to being human and with my morals that I have been taught, I can not simply change my ways and career due to my strong feelings toward nothing. Too renegade. If there is any body out there in this world that can help me find some peace in my life please respond. Religion and getting active is for those that trick them selves into not having time to think of the purpose of life . I want to be able to live in peace until i die and be able to understand this is like a dream.. I dont know what to say It seems as if we need to stay busy

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